THE WORLD OUTSIDE MY WINDOW

Well here are some more pics from cochin. this is the view that I got to enjoy from the balcony of my brother's residence. I will be going back to my smoke filled wonderland tomorrow, will be a little busy for the next day or two so do excuse my absence and till then feel jealous knowing how much pleasure I obtained by just peeping out of the window.

P.s>>>> BBc do not take double meanings out of what I have written and maverick I am sure you are already packing your bags!

ATHRAPALLI

THIS IS A PLACE NEAR COCHIN. SUCH AN AWESOME PLACE. THE WATERFALL THE MOUNTAINS THE TREES IT JUST ALL FELL IN PLACE. AND COMING FROM A CITY WHICH IS FOREVER ENCOMPASSED IN SMOKE (HYDERABAD), THIS WAS A MUCH NEEDED VACCATION FOR ME.

TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK

I heard some noises, so I looked around,

felt suprised becasue I was in the middle of the jungle,

I wondered if i was alone there, or if there were others as well,

funny, now when i look back i didn't wonder how i reached there,

coming back to those noises i walked towards it,

realised it was sobs, sobs of a child,

couldn't help but wondere who she might be,

i looked around, but in the shades of the trees, the shadows of the leaves,

the darkness over powered my ability to see,

but i steadily walked towards the sound,

and when i finally reached the source of the sound,

i was left aghast.......

TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK I MIGHT HAVE SEEN!

THE TAG TEAM

WELL I HAVE BEEN TAGGED BY CUCKOO..........WRITING EIGHT THINGS ABOUT MYSELF WAS EASY, ATLEAST I THOUGHT SO TILL I STARTED WRITING.......

1) I lost my virginity in a one night stand, with a guy i barely knew or spoke to, the day i turned 20. my friends always believed that i lost it with my boyfriend who i started dating much later. i was too image concious to accept it. he stayed in front of my college and still am amazed at how i managed to hide that from my friends. Now i wonder why i bothered making such a fuss about it.

2) I enjoy breaking rules so when i was doing my M.A i lied to my parents that my classes go on from 9 in the morning to 9 in the night and since i live far away from college i needed to stay in a hostel. I did that happily and for two years I studied during the day and was partying all night long. I am still suprised that i managed to live for two years with only 2 or 3 hours of sleep every day.

3) After being rapped by my husband, hit by my mother-in-law and after two attempts at sucide, one really close to death i have finally managed to look at life as something that can be cheerished. I am 25, was going through a self imposed hibernation for 21 months during which I stopped talking to 90% of the people I knew and stopped socialising. I have finally started reaching out to my old friends. My marriage was the biggest decision of my life and to make up for all that revolting and breaking rules I let my parents take the decision of my marriage and saddly first time in their life they messed up.

4) I had realised the harsh reality of life and friends when i went through the rough phase in my life, all of them vanished. none of my friends actually made an effort to reach out and tell me they are there for me or give me a hug and tell me it would be fine. They would meet me and tell me it was a wonder how i managed to survive. I don't trust human beings because it looks like i always managed to choose wrong friends all the time.

5) after everything i still believe love is beautiful and that there is someone special for me who will make me forget my past.

6) I have sneaked out of my house from the balcony (I use to live on the first floor) jumped the wall, sprained my ankle and gone partying only becasue I knew I was doing something my parent would disapprove of me doing. It gave me a cheap thrill which I just couldn't resist.

7) I follow a strict policy where I don't even look at a guy my friend likes, leave alone has dated or gone around with. And can proudly say that till date i haven't made an exception for any guy, and my friends dammit have had some good looking guys around them. he he he

8) Finally, so much about my life in 7 points makes me feel vulnerabel and am having second thoughts about posting this.

uglygirl, bbc and sol are the only people who haven't been tagged yet so will i tag you three.......

SO WHO IS BETTER?

THIS IS AISHWARYA RAI AND REKHA. ASH IS WORKING IN A REMAKE OF A MOVIE DONE BY REKHA, WHICH OF COURSE WAS A SUPER HIT. PEOPLE ARE SPECULATING ABOUT THE NEW MOVIE CALLED UMRAO JAN. WHAT DO YOU THINK, WHO IS PRETTIER. POINT TO BE NOTED, ASH IS ABOUT THIRTY YEARS YOUNGERS THAN REKHA. ASH IS THE FAIR ONE (FOR ALL WHO DIDN'T KNOW WHO WAS WHO). THESE ARE THEIR LOOKS IN THAT MOVIE.

ITS BEEN SO LONG!!!!!

There was a time when i use o blog everyday, the work really made it difficult for me to actually log on to internet sites and do anything at all. It's been so long since i blogged that i actually forgot my username and password for the original blog. Anyways that was then. i am back in action now so you can expet a few more write ups from me.
I have had few charming and few disarming (pun intented) moments in these past few months. Realised politics is not just a part of our government but also a part of our life. At work have parties, if one manager likes you the other hates you and will do anyting to bring you down, and when they meet each other it is like never before. Love at first sight again. And the worst part is you can not hold a neutral ground, you are either there or here. I am still to find my ground so am actually tip toeing around at work. Which is also fun cause limelight is a ricky place to be in.
Home front, you are either with your parents or against them, both of which are risky because if you are with them, you can't do what you want and if you are aginst them they won't let you do what you want. Ummmmm......
Anyways it is good to be bakc to blogging, thought i had forgotten how to write but guess not.
will check everyone's blogs and hope they do the same.